hmmm...dont you hate it when ur in one kind of mood, in this case, an unexplainable mood, and you put a song on that suits ur mood, not knowing that ur itunes is on shuffle, then it changes to a song like.... I WANT TO RIDE MY BICYCLE! I WANT TO RIDE MY BIKE!!!!
really, it ruins the mood, makes u feel even more shittier than you felt before, like, i dont fucking love my bike. fuck that.
i just got a letter, a very long one at that.
it hurt, but im suprisingly dealing with it very very very well. nothing has been smashed, i didnt break anything, i didnt go and buy alcohol, i didnt smoke a shit load of cigarettes. maybe ive been expecting it? maybe i have..
i mean, i always had a feeling. i just never said anything, i never questioned it.. i never confronted it.
hmm... love's strange... it really is.... maybe its because i have been in his situation... very recently... i know how it feels. i just never told. i keep a lot of thing to myself.
like right now, i dont know who you are who is reading this cuz u dont really know whats happeneing, and that makes me not really care.... hmm....
she reaches for a cigarette, lights it, and goes back to writing
no she doesnt. she wanders and asks why the fuck she is writing this
Monday, July 21, 2008
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Your post made me laugh to myself. It also made me frown. Hope you are ok. Saw the change in your facebook.
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