Take it all away

i remember, just last summer.
silently speaking, speaking of meaning.
admitting feelings growing fond

I remember, just last spring,
a bite, a kiss.
something.
not only does my mind rekindle memories
but feelings and hope for more

though i know, when winter passes
you wont be coming back

my wants and needs will not be met
you are the smart one.
a broken heart will mend
but with time, and tears.

running in circles,
coming back,
here in this dead land,
heart beating fast,
sweet sensations lasting no longer than a sunset.

I wont be coming back
to take back your hand
to smile into the life i thought would be

things fly on their own or with another.

i fly.
away.